ok, so, hey. i very lazy to blog nowdays. am so bored with my life that i dont have anything very interesting to talk about.
so, yifang's birthday's on 27th, YESTERDAY!! ok, so i wished her a great birthday here, right now. =) my own birthday's coming pretty soon, on 16th febbs. yippees!!
sigh, my life is filled with tons of school projects, crashing over on top of me until i have no breaths left. yeah, some projects are fun but they are overwhelming!! arrghhh. i dont know why, but my eyes hurt now whenever i close it. ouch. i'm having all those negative thoughts again. God bless me. pull me outta my misery. i feel sad but i do not even know why. ya, i know that i'm pathetic. what is life? what is love? what do we live for? why do we love? questions, questions, and questions. scientists said that questions motivate people's mind. yeah, that's funny and ridiculous to me. hahaha. question just appeared about life. i just dont understand. maybe life just shouldn't exist on earth after all.
i feel more crappish than before now. ;((
maybe i should die and no one will even noticed. am i loved?
i dont think so.